10 May 2008

last night of freshman year

i don't know what to say about my freshman year. eventful. unique. rainy.

i should be going up to justin's party right now but instead i'm sitting in my room, alone, on my last night in thurston hall. i don't know how to feel right now. i just got back from moving all of my belongings up to my apartment in college park. i guess i'm pretty happy with my decision to stay here over the summer. i mean, i don't know what i'd do if i went home for 3 ½ months. and a lot of people have pledged to come visit me: linda, gina, allan, jeffrey, mom, uncle danny & aunt seal, so i guess i'll get my "fill" of californians. lol. but more so than anything else, i think i'm just sad that most of my new friends are going back to their hometowns, and i'm not. then again, they're all from new jersey; i'm from california, and california's a lot farther than jersey.

maybe i'll feel a lot better once i'm back in thousand oaks and realize how boring it is. but i digress. i don't even know how to regard the last year of my life. so much has happened. i've learned so much about myself and about others. maybe i'll spend some time reflecting on this year during my time in california; hopefully i'll post a 10 to 1 for my freshman year soon.

anyway, thank you to all of my new friends on the east coast for making this year so memorable. you'll never know how much your companionship truly meant to me. thank you so much.

all right, time to see what this party in justin's room is all about.

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