"but it's a dry heat"

i feel kind of bad that the fact that today was mother's day didn't really resonate in my mind. it also hasn't hit me that my birthday is just around the corner; i'm just trying to reel in the fact that i'm back in california for the 1st time since february.

it's nice, i guess. my bedroom seems really large. i don't really feel at home here, though.

i think i made the right decision about staying in dc this summer. even though humidity in a suit might just shrivel all of my 135 pounds up.

i can't even look in the mirror because i hate what i see so much. (we were looking at photo albums at grandma's house today and i wanted to cry so bad.)

the good news is that my cheeks are a little rosy from being in the sun today. :)