20 July 2008

my eyes can't believe what they have seen.

what is the proper protocol for when you see the ex-boyfriend of the boy you've been seeing on and off since december passing by you on the sidewalk of r street nw?

(melissa steiner's answer: "glare.")
(patricia chaupis's answer: "stare.")
(david bell's answer: "...absolutely nothing?")

all i wanted to do was to go out to black cat and forget about the boy and just have some fun dancing with christina, joe, william, and the inexplicably gay-friendly kieran wilde. apparently, fate had other plans for me this past friday night. i guess that in the gay community, it really is a small world after all.

not that i didn't have fun at black cat anyway. it was queer night, and even though i don't usually like gay clubs/bars/dance parties, i nevertheless enjoyed myself immensely. even though kieran got hit on and i didn't. he even danced with a really hot boy!! ugh.

at least christina had a good beginning to her birthday. happy birthday, honey!!

last night wasn't much better. i went to a party in crystal city, hung out with a really hot guy, and yet my mind is still preoccupied with the boy. i just don't know what to do. maybe i should just hide under my bedsheets until i forget about him. this weekend may still have been fun, but until i can do something about this crush, i will continue feeling miserable. hopefully, visiting my relatives in fredericksburg next weekend will alleviate some of my emotions.

i am such a mess. :( and i need to study for this bio. anthro. test which is tomorrow night. damn.

1 comment:

Manda said...

When ever I see a current interest's ex somewhere, I get insanely bitter. And jealous, despite not having a reason to be jealous, since they are now an ex.
the whole liking someone thing is weird. and irritating.

and I miss you.