it's a slow day

i was out of the office tuesday afternoon as well as all of yesterday on account of me being sick, but even though i don't feel in tip-top shape i dragged myself into work today. when i got here, bethany (my supervisor) told me it would a slow day, and lo and behold she was right. of course, there's always filing to do. but that involves getting up and trudging the necessary 5 paces to the filing cabinets, and frankly i don't feel well enough to stand up. oh, and i fielded a phone call from a cranky old woman in california who was sick of us flooding her mailbox. and since m.k. is at the outer banks until tues., i'm gonna have to create the high donor report for today, even though i haven't ever done one by myself, so i guess that will give me yet another opportunity to fuck things up. i also need to go pick up my macbook from gw. sure, it's fixed, but they had to replace the hard drive, and nothing from my old hard drive could be recovered which means i've got NOTHING. none of the old essays or papers i've written. none of my old music (though i suppose there's a way to transfer it from my ipod onto my comp.). NO-fuckin'-THING. i thought i'd be fine not backing things up (mainly because i didn't know how, lol) because i don't have anything THAT valuable on my comp., but now i'm actually pretty pissed that everything's gone. my papers, my movies, the short story i was working on. all gone.

i guess it doesn't really matter, anyway. like i said, i didn't have anything of that much value on my comp. i don't know. i guess i'm just ready for school to start back up again. i miss seeing my friends on an everyday basis. i miss having something to do during the evenings, even if it is agonizingly frustrating homework. i miss dating someone who actually cares about me. i miss not having to worry about not having weekend plans. i miss §.

i hope i'll remember all of this when i'm back in school in the fall.